Considering many want to know my profession, I’m a web designer. Here’s some more links on that:

http://www.pixelalchemy.com.au

http://www.linkedin.com/in/davidaugustuswall

I’ve been writing this blog for sometime. It started of as a documentation on my personal philosophy on happiness. Over that time I’ve changed a lot, we’ll over my life I’ve changed a lot but probably more so lately. I’ve realised not so long ago that one of my strong passions is writing, it’s been the one consistent thing I’ve kept up since quite young. So I’ve put my intention to write some more, about anything really – perhaps mostly though now about developing a relationship with God.

Once as I teenager I ripped up a notepad of writing and flushed it down the toilet….

I was afraid of anyone knowing the me that I kept to myself. However I’m feeling more lately that God who for a long time was nothing more than a concept to me, is not actually a concept at all but a being – in a similar way to us as beings that can relate to one another. But this being has more love for each of us than we could even comprehend and for that reason the me I still want to keep to myself, is the me that God really loves the most. Because to be honest the other me is little more than construct – a construct that can tell me much about me, but a construct nevertheless.

Would real love – love the construct above the one who creates the construct?

In the past I’d argue myself out of that one, with a postmodern stance that we are a collection of different selves – everything is construct, even the real self, so there can be no real self. But if we listen to ourselves closely and come to see that even that argument is a mask of self protection, protecting us from feeling the pain of not being loved for who we are or who we were, and if we come to realise that God loves us completely, as much with or without our masks – we may finally feel there is nothing to fear and lower our masks enough to let ourselves begin to feel Her love that waits for us always.

To read more on this:
http://disorderlyhappiness.com/2011/11/21/a-gift/