Fear is like an ice-cube. It holds what in its natural state flows and moves, so in this sense it is artificial. And as with all things that are artificial when confronted with what is real they can not remain. Love is real and when the warmth of love is the envelope that surrounds the … Continue reading
If the highest gift of life is love and if the highest possible life-form is that of God’s, then highest form of love must be the love from God. If that is true, then God’s gift of love must always be on offer to us. This is because the most perfected love cannot in this … Continue reading
Love is a gift we can give to others, in fact the highest gift but has our gift of love was rejected early on, afraid we will never have our love reciprocated, we seek substitutes. Precisely because our substitutes are not what we truly seek, we will never be satisfied by them, in fact the … Continue reading
Being a fisherman he had a good idea where to catch fish, so he cast his lines in a few places and where he got most bites he stayed. In the meantime the fish began to stir. They saw the lines and knew behind the bait was likely a hook hidden but with the bait … Continue reading
You hold me in your arms And when I slip and fall you pull me up Though I’m still scared to feel your love, But when I open up my heart you fill me up. God I feel you. God I feel everything too. When I don’t want to feel this pain, I get down … Continue reading
I often wondered why dreams are cryptic in a way that we need to decode their meaning. The truth is much simpler. Our dreams exist in an emotional landscape and not within the landscape of the intellect. Therefore our dreams speak to us via the language of our soul and in a sense a part … Continue reading
I didn’t want to go into what I feel the meaning is of this dream I had http://disorderlyhappiness.com/2012/01/05/satan-claus/. The reason being is I didn’t fully get what it was all about. I knew it involved fear and probably some stuff about dad but I wasn’t really sure. Now if you’re someone who tends to see … Continue reading
Everything I am is not even part of what I can show to me. Cause it’s never there and I can’t even share, what Ive tried to hide from me. Something unloved, something unheard, something I can’t even see. Hidden from me. How can I believe, How can I believe you love me? When I … Continue reading
I’m my opinion, John’s song here talks about the eternal nature of our soul. That’s what I imagined when I heard / read it. Anyway the song is soulful: Pain runs through life Pleasure’s other side Fear, some say, gives us such long lives Leads us where we drive Time will soon be born It … Continue reading
You know I’ve worn this old heart, though it’s been holding up. It’s breaking down and broken up, from the seams, falling apart. I can’t hold it on my own, still waiting on a broken throne. It’s clearer now, I see, the place you hold for me. All I have to do is leave it … Continue reading
